Dreams

Everyone have dreams. What is so special about dreams? Dreams can make some one become stronger to live and to carry on their life.

I have a dream. I do not know if my dream is sound stupid to all of you but for me, I will make my dreams become real and I want to prove to all that I can achieve my dream and I want a person who despise me and my family will respect us. I will prove that. Wait and see. That day will arrive soon.

First of all, I want make a business that I interested so much. This business I was thinking since in secondary school, but because of some reason, I do not continue my studies in this field. However, it is okay for me. This is a challenge for me. I will use any chance to learn about business. That is why I am taking entrepreneurship as my co-curriculum. I think all of you are wondering what kind of business that I will do right? Until now, I am still with my old plan. I want to design t-shirts, other than that is I also will include a collection of earrings, bangles, and couple key chain. It is like a boutique. But it is not a boutique. This shop is like additional accessory who like fashions and style. I also will design couple t-shirts according to customer. I am interested to this type of business because nowadays, every couple likes to give something special for their partners. So, I see that the request is top because I have experience in worked at shop that sold this type of accessories. This so enjoying when I got a chance to work there.

After I success, I want to buy a big house. I always think of this. This is because, I want to make my parents comfort. I do not want their old time still in difficult life. I want to take cares my parents and give the best for them. I want them happy. I also not allowed them to do hard work. I want them enjoy their rest. For me, they are much more working hard in take care of me. I still can imagine how difficult my father goes to sea to get some income for my family. He goes to the sea without scared of big wave, with a weather that I cannot expect. Just only for my family. I love you so much dad, thank you for giving me a good life. I will promise to you that I will make you proud of me.

I also want to buy a big car. So that I can bring my parents go to any where that they want. I want to spend my time with them. I can remember that when I am six years old, my father send me to school by bicycle. I am not ashamed with that. I love that moment. At that time, I know, my family was not loaded family, so there is nothing to ashamed of. Although I am not loaded family, my family is the happiest family because my parents love us so much. They will make sure we got enough food and got a perfect life.

Last but not least is I want help poor people. Experience makes me learn a lot about life. Without experience, I can not stand by my own here, at Segamat. I can not be an independence girl, I will not learn what is mean by “kesusahan”. I want they feel real life. I can not see poor people conditions. I will cry. Sad because their life is more suffer from me. God, thanks for giving me a good life.

What can I say, to all of you that have perfect life, please appreciate with what you have. Do not regret at the last. I hope my dreams will become true, and do pray for me so that I will give my best for my family, especially my parents.

Memories of Ramadan.

Every year, Ramadan is the month that everyone waiting for. This is because after Ramadan, we will celebrate "Hari Raya Aidilfitri". This year, I am celebrates my Ramadan at campus. Last two year, I celebrate at my home. Definitely different celebrate Ramadan at home and at campus. This is because, at home, there will be someone that will wake me up; my family. For sure, there are much more sweet memories of the past Ramadan.

First of all, normally, we will go to the bazaar. There will be miscellaneous "kuih muih", "lauk pauk" that sold there. Normally, I will go there with my father and my sister. This is the best part because my father will ask me what am I going to eat and what kind of food that I want. Of course, the first things that I want to buy are my favorite foods; "laksa Johor", and "kuih seri muka". After that, when we arrive at home, I will help my mother to serve the food for us and complete certain cooking that not finish yet. When we heard "azan", all of us started with eating kurma" and "kuih". These is because, we are encouraged to eat something sweet according to our prophet, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, that what we call "sunnah". After finished our food, my family and I will prepare to go to the mosque, for "terawih". After back from "terawih", my sister, my brother and I will play fireworks and firecrackers. This is the excited part because we will feel like "raya" just only left two days, but the truth is, we just in second day of fasting. I can still remember that I had been scolded from my parents because I am so stubborn. They advice me to not play firecrackers because it is so dangerous and can hurt myself.

I can still remember, when I am child, I will fasting not enough in one month. There will be one or two days that I will skip from fasting. This is because, I feel very hungry and cannot wait until "azan". Normally, if I want to eat, I will hide from the others and eat at the kitchen or my rooms. So nobody will know and everybody will assume that I am fasting that day, just like others. The best experience is when I am 5 years old, my father said that, if I can complete or fasting in one month without miss one day, I will get RM50. That is big value for me. So, that year, I am promised to myself to fast complete one month. I want that money. With that money, I can buy anything that I want. "Alhamdulillah", I can finish completely my fasting without missing one day. During fasting that year, l learn many things; I learn how to control myself from eat, how to be a good son, and the special about Ramadan. That year teach me to be more matured, patient, and thinking person. Year by years, I can be more matured in doing anything.

In Ramadan, we will see everybody busy in celebrating "raya" that will come. The busiest people is absolutely me. This is because, I will choose my new "baju raya". I also help my mother makes cookies. I loves in doing this because, every single cookies that I make, I will eat one. The first person that taste the cookies is me. That is why my mother do not want me to help her.

This year, there will no more rewards if I can finished my fasting. This is because I am 19 years old. I just enjoying fasting with my friends at campus. It is my sister turn, so let her get what I had got and I hope she also can learn something in this month.

My roommates

This semester I am living at new room. I also get a new roommate. My roommate is a junior. Not same as the last semester. Last semester I am a junior while my roommate is a senior. Two semesters I am with her, so I have comfortable with her. But she has graduate. I call her "Kak Zana". Now, everything is new. So I must accept whoever my roommates.

Now, I would like to describe a little bit about my roommates. Her name is Nurul Khairun binti Fakhruddin. She is 18 years old. She was born on 19 November 1992 at hospital Sultanah Aminah Johor Bahru. She lives in Skudai, Johor Bahru. She has four siblings. She is the first and she should shows a good behave to them. She likes to fill her leisure time with listening to radio and watch television. She also likes to shop with her best friends, Lyna and Nana. Sometimes she will help her mother do homework. She will ask her sister to help their mother to clean the house, and do the works together, so their mother can rest at that day. Other than that, she likes to eat Nasi goreng kampung, pizza and Mc Donald’s. Her favorite’s drinks are fresh orange and Milo ice. One day, she wants to be a businesswoman. That is why she takes pre diploma in “perdagangan”. She wants to build a company that will name “Anne Company Sdn. Bhd”. Everybody has their sweet memory and memory that cannot be forgotten, includes my roommates. Her sweet memory is when she goes a vocation with her family. This is a best memory ever that she will never ever forget. Her sad memory is that when the dogs pursue her during walking with her friends. Her favorite’s colors are black, pink and red.

At the first day I enter my rooms, Anne introduce herself and just only want me to call her Anne. She is such a kind person, and respects me as a roommates and a senior. She also helps me clean my rooms when I have a lot of assignment to do. Normally, weekend she will help me in clean our rooms to make sure our rooms in comfort condition. So that our rooms always in a comfort condition. I also see that she is hardworking person. She always does some mathematics exercise at rooms while listen to radio. She said that she must be a hardworking person to success in study. She do not want her mother sad if she fail in study. She wants to achieve success with flying colours.

I hope that my roommates will success in their study and can learn to be independent to survive for this semester.

Being a senior

New semester begins, with new intention, inspiration and situation but still with the same place. Semester by semester will be a little bit change, for every body, including me. This semester, I am part 3 students, in semester 3. It makes me a little bit being a senior. This is because, in this semester, I have junior who are pre-diploma, part 1 and part 2 students. Being a senior have some interesting part which is we are not compulsory to join every single activities that held from any club, for example, Annual Grand Meeting. It makes me not too tighten with that activity. So that, I can arrange my assignment to do, homework, and time to study to make sure I spend my time precisely. It also gives me enough time to rest. All the activities are concentrating on part 1 and part 2 students. So that, I just only appreciate every single minutes that I have to complete my assignment and preparing my studies.

Other than that, when being a senior, all juniors, will respect us. At this time, I can see that my juniors will show their respect to me by smiling and saying “Hi akak”. It makes me calm that day, even thought at that time I am not in the right mood. It helps me to reduce my pressure. It reduces my negative feelings to some juniors that rude to their seniors. Once a junior respects seniors, they will get what they pay off. Same with me, if their respect me as a senior, I will respect them back. Shows some respect is not lose anything.

Move to my rooms. In my rooms, I am a senior to my roommates. Means that, I should guide her to do what is the correct one. Do not make it wrong okay. It not means that I am controlling every single thing that she wants to do. I just can not let it go because she is a new student, in new place and new condition. She needs some advice and guidance from me. So, I as a senior must show my responsible to her.

In addition, semester 3 is the best semester because this is the end of the co-curriculum activities. This means that, next semester, I will not have to attend co-curriculum. No activities on Thursday evening and no need to change clothes to go to the co-curriculum activities.

Lastly, being a senior is not the easy one. As a senior, I must show a good attitude to all my juniors; pre-diploma, part 1 and part 2 students. I hope I can be a good senior that can help my juniors in every thing that they ask to me.